After a very long time..... had many thoughts and had topics to write about but something or the other stopped me frome from doing it. Like every other person...lack of time is my first word of defense.
Guess nothing can stop me from writing this blog rather a confession.
There can't be a better suicide which makes you as nothing rather giving you death. IF someone is gonna agree with these..then I've attempted plenty of such suicides..
After putting all my brain (yea I've one.. ) and effort to raise myself into a position, I attempt suicides that makes me nothing and all my past pride and honour gets lost just like topped up prepaid balance.
CARELESSNESS...this is one word where everyone comes across..but its a demon to me.
From my scar in the forehead, to the mistake which I committed my office..have been collectively swallowed by this demon.
FOr others its just happens at times but for me it happens every time.
I've considered myself changing myself to a much matured and responsible person. but that isn't lasting forever perhaps I don't like the matured guy look to be in my face...I always want to hit fun spot even it costs.
MISTAKES I DO:
- be responsible guru....grrrr...one quote which haunts my entire life...I haven't done anything so irresponsibly till now to write much about it.
- I never plan, I never execute.
- I'm an eleventh hour guy, who does everything in a last-minute.
- I lack decision making, though I make a fair decisions for other when it comes to me I'm a loser.
- prioritize -
IF sleeping is the first priority than writing rubbish @ 12 AM
THEN
I suck in that too.....
ELSE
I'm somewhat good at that.
END IF;
- and very recently, I started giving importance to some things which I hadn't done in my lifetime...though it isn't a mistake too much of importance made me rush up things at my end....once again decision making comes into the picture.
there are still many unlisted mistakes are there....I always wanted to get rid of all the ****ing mistakes...and lead a perfect life...but very soon I get relaxed by the sentence " NOBODY IS PERFECT ". I love this quote and the one who quoted it.
and guess why I mentioned carelessness as a demon and not the others.......carelessness took the blame for every other mistake. People branded and still noticing me as one careless fellow.
because of the above reasons, I never attacked anyone.. rather I never get time to attack as I was defending myself all the time....and that's why I like Dravid more than Sehwag.
WHatever....when I can't do much about it...what can I expect from others.
What you were isn't important, when you are careless idiot.
Life is simple*
P.s: please ignore the errors, these are not from my carelessness, its because I wrote this with a mobile.
Omg.....I started defending again.....
