One more blog, one more time to confront my vocabulary.
There have been times where I’ve thought I can live alone and be at peace for being alone atleast for sometime.
But Life does not work the way you think – right?
Yeah! My onsite travel had teached me many things. Gosh! It should be “taught”, perhaps me being in the English country is still not sufficient to hone my English skills. Thanks to MS Word
I was all excited to go away from my home, hometown and country until I realized, I will be missing so many things/people/events.
It included all sorts (levels – it should be:P )of persons. From then on till now I did miss everyone everytime and some all the time.
Just like my travel itinerary I could easily split up my away life in two unequal halves.
Short While: MAA – DXB
This time was very short did not feel like am away completely. I had people around me every time both onshore and offshore. I was in constant touch (by voice most of the times) with everyone.
This was the time I certainly thought LDR will work out good for me. Yes, I was in that but not completely though.
(
Every dog has its day,
I had some moments to feel that way.
)
I started enjoying my present life and bothered less about others. When I say enjoyed, I REALLY ENJOYED.
People say moving away from the comfort zone is a challenge which everyone has to go through it. Obviously this part of my life did not face that challenge.
Long Stay: DXB – LGW.
I had to go through a lot of phases during in this period. On a high level – Ithu oru periyae matterae illa.
On a micro level I was bifurcated –
One half of me started to believe everything which I believed enroute DXB is still intact and nothing has changed.
- Nothing has changed except for the time.
- Whatever was there before I came is still there at least in a different form.
- And am still ENJOYING.
But the other half - my cynical mind started wandering and started to assume things which weren't there at the first place.
• What is more bad (“worse” is the word) than not being able to actively taking part in your dear ones’ big occasion.
• What is worse than seeing your loved ones’ happy and you are not the reason for it.
(illanaalum na ethum pudungirukka maataen ;))
• Almost I started developing a sense of responsibility ( I hate this) towards your nation your society and every damn thing that happens in your hometown.
• My patriotism has grown an inch higher. (this may be my next blog)
• LDR – was like wtf. Half the time I’m in and remaining half the time I want to be in. (in ??where? – don’t ask me)
• There will be too many questions popping up in my so called vaccum like “Why am here?” in different development versions.
On the confession side, I did need this break for many reasons.
1) To understand people (Except me everyone are bad, selfish and hypocrites :P)
2) To develop my individuality and my traits are the same as above.
3) Cooking – Yeah I’m a chef. (Noodles is my trademark dish :P )
4) To Trust and to be Trusted. (EKSI, WTF, IDK )
5) Rest all are Passing Clouds!
There have been times where I’ve thought I can live alone and be at peace for being alone atleast for sometime.
But Life does not work the way you think – right?
Yeah! My onsite travel had teached me many things. Gosh! It should be “taught”, perhaps me being in the English country is still not sufficient to hone my English skills. Thanks to MS Word
I was all excited to go away from my home, hometown and country until I realized, I will be missing so many things/people/events.
It included all sorts (levels – it should be:P )of persons. From then on till now I did miss everyone everytime and some all the time.
Just like my travel itinerary I could easily split up my away life in two unequal halves.
Short While: MAA – DXB
This time was very short did not feel like am away completely. I had people around me every time both onshore and offshore. I was in constant touch (by voice most of the times) with everyone.
This was the time I certainly thought LDR will work out good for me. Yes, I was in that but not completely though.
(
Every dog has its day,
I had some moments to feel that way.
)
I started enjoying my present life and bothered less about others. When I say enjoyed, I REALLY ENJOYED.
People say moving away from the comfort zone is a challenge which everyone has to go through it. Obviously this part of my life did not face that challenge.
Long Stay: DXB – LGW.
I had to go through a lot of phases during in this period. On a high level – Ithu oru periyae matterae illa.
On a micro level I was bifurcated –
One half of me started to believe everything which I believed enroute DXB is still intact and nothing has changed.
- Nothing has changed except for the time.
- Whatever was there before I came is still there at least in a different form.
- And am still ENJOYING.
But the other half - my cynical mind started wandering and started to assume things which weren't there at the first place.
• What is more bad (“worse” is the word) than not being able to actively taking part in your dear ones’ big occasion.
• What is worse than seeing your loved ones’ happy and you are not the reason for it.
(illanaalum na ethum pudungirukka maataen ;))
• Almost I started developing a sense of responsibility ( I hate this) towards your nation your society and every damn thing that happens in your hometown.
• My patriotism has grown an inch higher. (this may be my next blog)
• LDR – was like wtf. Half the time I’m in and remaining half the time I want to be in. (in ??where? – don’t ask me)
• There will be too many questions popping up in my so called vaccum like “Why am here?” in different development versions.
On the confession side, I did need this break for many reasons.
1) To understand people (Except me everyone are bad, selfish and hypocrites :P)
2) To develop my individuality and my traits are the same as above.
3) Cooking – Yeah I’m a chef. (Noodles is my trademark dish :P )
4) To Trust and to be Trusted. (EKSI, WTF, IDK )
5) Rest all are Passing Clouds!
